fresh start

Today, your world begins. You take on a journey of life I know nothing about.  My heart I didn't know could break again but it has. Loving one and truly giving all you know how to give is what I did. I was hesitant to do it and ibegged you not to tell me I'm the one you want forever if you wasn't sure.  And u said, you are sure.  But I can't. Its over.  I can't imagine what is ahead.  All the lives are forever intwined.  I,feel like I'm the only one in pain I'm the only one whose heart has stopped beating. I feel like I'm suffocating like we use to feel when we were apart...like we were suffocating.  Now its the moment where air is what I will gasp for.  What can I do? How can I be distracted? If I sleep even my dreams are overtorne by thoughts of you.  Lord I hope I get thru this day and every day after.  Its going to take Him alone to help me breath