Introduce You

You asked me to introduce you to your seed and forgive all the tears youve made me cry. you asked me to forget the hurt the pain i feel inside. you are taking on a new journy asking God to step in your life and you are even having the idalsity to take on a wife. yes a year ago you promised me the world even less than that you have promised id always have your heart but today tonight this evening moment you tell me it was a mistaken idenity from the start. im trying to understand where i went wrong when i trusted what you said im telling myself that life will go on even through all this pain. the tears in my eyes arent going anywhere. the pain i feel is the same. im tryin to stop crying im trusting the Father will keep me sane. How do I live with all this hurt? How do I even let it go? What do I tell our child that father is here but will eventually go? I dont understand Lord I only see blurry tears through my eyes I dont know what to do Lord when inside I want to cry. It hurts father to trust it hurts to give your all but Lord I know you can hear me I know you hear my calls Help me Lord Help Me Father this pain is all too great. I thought Lord that we were building a future to make our futures Great. But we arent.