your neighbor

today hurt just as the rest. no matter how hrd i tried i wanted to reach out and give you rest. you hurt me time again but it was almost imposible to take in. at some point our eyes met and i was reminded of all the love we once shared as you attempted to explain where it was and why its not there. only lovecan break me down but only heart ache has kept me there.  i donnt know how to move if i have to tiptoe around all this heartache.  i didnt know it would be us now. i couldnt have imagined.  lord knows i couldnt have.  if i was your neighbor, maybe id peeek out the window just to seeyou smil. or even walk my dog for a chance we catch eyes.  all in all i just want to heel.  i think im good and stumble again.  my counselor didnt help.  my ache is real. as all i felt for you.