Dreams

Lst night. I dreamed we were at a homegoing service for someone named Kyle.  We all were a part of it. All crowds kids families many knew him. The services as at a location in san diego built on the water.  I remember somehow seeng the leves would fail and everyone would perish. I got out. You had been next to me the whole service so naturally I tried to save you too for the sake of our child. You turned back for the life of your spouse. We got out to the lost of life of all those we knw at that service. The water took the lives of many and tookus on quite that ride but through it all, someone else was there, as my guide, you by spouses side.  I woke up realising reality has begun to set in as suttle as the sunset or rise again.  This process isn't easy for me I see that with the weight of every step.  However, I think God wanted me to see He is carrying me even when I'm feeling abandoned and in continue to welp