i am overwhelmed. everyone is counting on me no one is supporting me. i cant even find a shoulder to lye on while i recooperate. my body is crying trying to figure out where to go. i am so sad and so lonely. i wish there was a better way to exist in this cold world. im watching those i love be in love. im watching those i love try to find peace. im watching new life come and old lives be buried. i dont know where God has me or how long he sees a need for me. i love a lot. i want a lot of love. Jesus said he would love me and he does. I dont know if he put someone on this earch who wants to love me forever and who will ask to do so.
i do hope i have the clear mind to realize that someone when they step to me...if that ever happens. in the mean time, i am overwhelmed this hurts trying to achieve goals that seem so far away. im so close to my dreams they have to come true...right?
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