im irriated. if you love me then let me go if you anit gone do what it takes to make me smile. you are so quick to tell me what i could be doiong or where i could be making it better but you dont do that same assessment on your damn self. i do know how intelligent i am. i do know i can take care of me. i do know that simple things are so much easier and i do know that yep hell yes i could do this without you but key word- could. why cant you see that i dont want to do anything without you? that we been too strong for too long and i dont want to be without you? why cant you see that i can buy me the silly stuff i can pay the bills and get rid of the other crap but you i cant replace you i want always? you shouldnt need the motivation of another lover to get you to do what you know that will ensure us forever. you should just do it because it is what is best what you want what it takes what makes me happy... why do you have to be so damn complicated? why? i can reflect on the ex but damn no point. the ex seems to be happy living with their 20 but damn i anit even an 80 i am the whole 100 package. treat me like it. respect me as it. love just because of it. dont take it for granted or beat yourself up for messing it up. i am here. i am now. just embrace me love me and leave the other shit to the side. all i wanted tonight was to enjoy our date enjoy our night. not fight...not fight especially over plugging in a dvd player. never even getting to the movie... so the question is what are we really fighting about?
so much for dvd date night
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