I would cry. For days for nights just feeling regret for the outcomes of my current life. All the failed relationships I have journalled away. To all the lost laughter that rarely comes my way. This isn't supposed to rhyme just trying to make sense of my thoughts. Maybe it really is me the reason For so many losses. Calling them by name would be too easy... who remember mine now that might be surprising. I want to run so far away. I am so sad watching the Love slip far away. Crying again but only inside of me...outside it's still mountains of issues struggling free. I am praying Lord for Him to show up and show out again for me...He must recognize how much I long for Him and the him I am made to be me for. If only it Mattered the words that I say...
For once Someone was waiting for me.
