Only you can make me feel like I'm suffocating no matter how strong my day was how exciting n filled you bring me to my knees in tears. I use to think it was because you were who God fated for me and that was because I couldn't be without you. Now I just don't understand. I'm doing what God has commanded of me *yet* you are the one with the picture perfect family. And it hurts. I can't be mad at you although it. Hurts me oh so much knowing you just ...never understood how I loved you nor why I love you so much. Instead you kept searching for understanding for reasoning never remembering what I told you in the begining...if I wanted what money bought id be wearing a rock now. But what you provded what I wanted can't be bought...simply stated that's why you were the one.
So you see, you were wrong. My heart is the farthest from being like Pluto. The blood pumps warm.
